July 9th, 2009

Fidelity, is the song for my life right now. I'm going out with a guy named Zac, i haven't met him yet but, i mean he's a wonderful guy! I'm always iffy though..when we meet, what if he doesn't like me anymore? ugh, i don't give a fuck anymore. My best friends keep giving me shit about him but, fuck their bull shit. I'm going to be a freshman next year i dont need this shit right now. I have all these pressures from high school, my parents, my friends, peer pressure..i've thought about smoking. My only realse is cutting. I've been cutting for about two years now. but, it's been about a month since the last time i've cut. ugh, whatever bye.